Start Afresh, bright future is awaiting

okay.. that was weird... i jst... published an entry... and i was checking if it went all good.. but... its blank ><"!!! What the..... its gone.... well i can jst write another one :) well~ good morning love!! i jst woke up... and... you were talking to me on msn ><"!! i didnt know you were online... i was sleeping haha~ its amazing... your time is 2 hours behind mine and you still wake up faster than me!!~ well... i probably sleep much later haha~ well anyway~ today... will be all study for you again i guess? aww~ well... dnt worry!! all those things~ it will come back to you yeah^^? you will get rewarded :) hmm~ last night.. i really missed your voice..... hey.. will you call me tonight? well thats IF you can get the card.. but yeah... i really hope we can call today aye~ like... i couldnt sleep last night to be honest.. i slept quite late... dnt know when but i remember my eyes were jst open looking at the ceiling for a long time haha~ i was thinking of you the whole time.... hugging junny~ and when i was sleeping... i was hugging junny so tight as if it was really you~ did you sleep well last night? well.. you should have!! because you have been in my warm hug the whole night!!~ miss you so much... hey... i think.. im gonna stay home the whole day... so... whenever you get the card and you have spare time to call me, call me!!~ i wanna talk talk talk talk talk!!!!! ><"~~ o yeah... on wednesday.. i probably will be out.. since quite early in the morning... im going to seoul to meet johnny and kevin... its like... my first time seeing kevin in like... woah...so long that i cant even remember... i think... 2008 september or 2009 april...  so its around a year!! i think on that day... we are jst gonna meet around kevins house and be stupid and play around i guess... no idea what we are doing... and... on saturday.. im going to jeju island until monday.. saturday.. its the day you have your exam right? well... i will still call you to wish you my best luck for your exams :) you will ace it~ look at you!! studying so hard... and you are naturally intelligent!! you will OWN!! :) kk~ i gotta go... breakfast... i should have eaten breakfast when i wrote my first draft before it was deleted.. but i kept on dragging to write a new one haha~ kk really gotta go... byebyeeee~ i will write you more in the afternoon okay^^? and enjoy your day love!! study hard and FIGHTING!!~ you can do it!! i love youuuuuuuuu!! 사랑해 자기야 <3 Joooooopz~

i am back~ jst had dinner and its 9... omg so late aye~ right now... my stomache doesnt hurt!! maybe... no throw up this evening :) yay~~ hmm.. its 7 there.. so you prob had dinner as well aye~ studying hard? well~ im sure you are~~ sigh.. bad news... i think.. theres a chance i might not be able to meet kevin aye... because... we are supposed to meet on wednesday.. and.. it snowed so much.. that its too slippery for my mum to drive me all the way to seoul.. too dangerous.. high chance of car accident etc... ><"!! so yeah.. i will have to see the weather 2moro and wednesday.... hmm~ today... i was really happy aye!! like.. iono... jst seeing you.. makes me so happy!!! we should webcam more often!! OMG... i was watching news jst then.. and it said... it snowed the most in the last 103 years in korea... wow...... now i jst remember.. in the morning i said 'this is the first time seeing myself snow this much in korea...' and my aunty was like 'same....'... then i said 'whatever!! you lived for so long!! you must have seen more snow than this!!!!!'... but i guess not... 103 years... my aunty isnt that old haha~~!! it snowed so much!! my mum went out for a while today... it snowed.. up to... half way between her foot and her knees... so like.. 30cm? 40cm? its... a lot... hmm~ i wanna hear your voice aye~ i hope you call me haha~ but depends whether you got the card or not~ well.. i hope so :) 2moro... i cant even go out again.... OMG! stuck in my house!! and... i have so much things to do!! sigh... i jst realised... 17 days left in korea.. 2 weeks and a half.. so yeah... i really cant... wait.. to see you again and hug you aye.. like... omg... i really really... miss your hug... sigh.... hmm~ im gonna go now~~ seeya~ hopefully, we can call tonight!! or if not, 2moro!! good night~ sweet dreams my lady~ and... love youuuu~ joooopz <3

edit @ 4 Jan 2010 19:20:07 by mini-sj