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Good morning love~ jst woke up!! woah... so much sleep!! actually 7 hours haha!~ hmm... i dnt have much time aye.. i gotta get ready to go out already ><"!! i actually wanna take a little bit of rest but bro wants to go out... sigh... well.. i think i will be home reasonably early... around.. 5? probably have dinner at home.. wbu? i guess.... study again T.T? cheer up~ not even 10 days left now!! only that little time more and then... you will be in uni!! fighting!! you can do it :) hmm~ you were online around half an hour ago aye... damn!! i shoulda woken up earlier... i guess you wont come online again for a while? like... a few hours... so maybe.. we probably talk to each other on msn around evening if you come online... sorry about yesterday ><"!! we talked for.. more than an hour haha!! it was supposed to be 10 mins T.T... but... i reckon.. it was still worth it... i mean.. iono.. we jst had good time.. and those times.. are all memories... haha i dunno what im talking about ><"!! hmm~ i hugged junny so tight last night aye~ did you feel it love^^? i hope you did~~ did you give me a good morning kiss love?? haha~ you did aye!! and i must have woken up by it~ haha by the way... im trying to use facebook but its really confusing... do i jst go on search to find people and add? like jst type in ther address and done? hmm~ i wanna comment on your fb.. but... does it matter if others know who i am? or want it to be like.. kinda secret? haha up to you i dnt mind :) well actually, i prefer not hiding but i think in the past you said your aunty uses fb or sth... hmm~ haha i dunno ><"!! kk i really have to go now... i gotta wash and leave ><"!! dnt worry i wont forget to eat breakfast!!!! heyhey~ enjoy your day and study hard :) dnt get distracted okay^^? 9 days left!! fighting!!~ love you so much!!! pom rak kun~ you are the best <3

edit @ 16 Jan 2010 06:56:39 by mini-sj

Good morning love~had a good sleep^^? sweet dreams :)? hmm~ 7.33 here 5.33 there... i guess you are still sleeping~ hugging me aye~ i actually slept really well last night.. like... when we hung up, i jst prayed and then BOOM! KOed.... haha~ i guess... all the stress and everything else.. was jst gone :) hmm~ today.. im meeting my friends kevin and johnny in Seoul... i gotta leave in like.. an hour ish i think?? i dnt know if i will be able to talk to you aye.. well... i will be home around... 7 here 5 there i guess...  lol really not sure ><"! i guess~ you can study hard!!! from now.. i wont distract you yeah^^? i really do feel sorry about past few days... T.T... from now, you have to concentrate really hard on your exams okay^^? and dnt worry about... p... because really.... impossible! dnt think about it now... you are already stressed because of the exams.. dnt make it worse by thinking of p... because really.. its useless yeah^^? hmm pear... i jst really want you to know that... im really thankful to you... even though... at the start you didnt want to.. and like.. i had to convince you.. or even force you... you chose to come back to me... i really feel thankful to that... you know.... i really made up my mind.. im really gonna try hard... try my best.. no matter what happens, i will try my best to make you happy, impressed and be a good person myself.. all the things i said yesterday... i will really do it yeah^^? hmm~ u know... im so happy now aye... jst.. .really happy haha~ i hope you read this today :) well... if you have time i guess~ aww i have to go already.. gotta have shower and eat breakfast!! hmm~ hey love.... i will talk to you later tonight? well.. thats.. if you come online... if you think you wont come online around that time... give me an offline message kk^^? and... no calling tonight!! you gotta study kk^^? kk gonna go now~ byeeee.... i jst.. love you so muchhh.. of course i mean it.. and im sure... its going to last forever~ so no need to worry about that okay my lady^^? seeya!! enjoy your day and study hard :) Sung Jun rak Pear <3

edit @ 15 Jan 2010 05:51:06 by mini-sj

good morning... i cant sleep aye... i can see that you still havnt read the blogs... sigh.. well.. i will ask you to read again if you come on msn today... hopefully this morning... last night when you were talking to me... i fell asleep on my desk aye haha... then i woke up around 2.30 but you were gone about an hour ago.. sigh.. shouldnt have fallen asleep ><"!! well.. i couldnt sleep any after that.. hmm... by the time you are online.. im not sure whether i will be on computer aye.. im going to get my health checked up this morning.. to be honest.. im quite scared.. like... iono... i have this feeling there might be something wrong with my stomache.. because for the past few days... it really felt like.. its burning... and i didnt go to the bathroom properly for a few weeks already... i couldnt even eat much... jst... food doesnt swollow ><"!! so yeah... jst have this feeling that my stomache will have some problem.. well.. i will see soon i guess... hmm~ i hope you wake up soon aye :p jst.. miss you so much... im gonna go already.. even looking at the screen makes me dizzy now.. byeee~ talk to you later :) love you <3